Life itself hasn't been treating me too bad as of late. I'm content and calm 95% of the time and I think that's a good thing. Maybe its because my life as become kinda predictable and after a few certain surprises that happened last month, I'm starting to appreciate something a little formulaic once in awhile. I go to school, I work, I go to church stuff when I can, I try to keep my relationship with God above par, I write as much as I can, and I manage to somewhat decent social life. All in all, sure I'd like a few things to be different, but matters like this will come with time.

So classes are almost over, my research paper (and final) is pretty much complete for English, and other than the little bit of work for College Success and the boatload of math hw that's due Tuesday, I'm looking good with that. Nothing mind-blowing really happened at school, save for making a new friend whom I've developed a kindred spirit with, and without whom, I'd probably be VERY depressed and lost right now with my ex-relationship status. All in all, I owe Mr. Steiner a great deal, and we've been sharing frequent talks about everything from women to philosophy to spirituality, usually over a cup of coffee at einstein's or starbucks. I also really like Einstein Bros. Its gotta be like my new starbucks.

We even came up with an idea of starting up an entrepeneurship (butchered that spelling probably) and we're doing research on that as we speak. If it works out, it could be freaking awesome, I tell you.

I'm also returning to my inner otaku by watching old school anime as of late. I've developed a certain attraction for it, especially cowboy bebop. I find the jazzy music inspiring and since there's no real trace of rap (Which tends to trigger thoughts of my ex) I tend to appreciate it more. Its become a constant habit of mine to listen to some good big band music, followed by a blaring trance mix to get into the scheme of things. Besides cowboy bebop, I finished watching Outlaw Star, am finishing up Neon Genesis Evangelion, and am looking at finding Voltron (Yes, voltron).

Writing's coming along well enough. I've been writing poetry mostly (on my myspace) and an occasional story idea (also on myspace). I'm working on one short story right now that evolved into something a little more complicated than what I'd originally envisioned. It should be done by the end of the week if all goes well.

Spiritual walk is a whole entry in and of itself. I'll update on that later.

I'm once again adapting to life as a single. Its rough, I won't lie and thoughts about you-know-who do pop into my head on occasion. Its just hard to get someone out of your thought processes completely, when they took up a great deal of it for the past 6 months. At least I have more money to put towards savings, school, and myself now, though honestly, I wouldn't mind finding someone else. The issue lies in that every female I've been interested in since the break up has either not been my type, or been taken by someone already. However, since I have experienced a relationship, my attitude is at least not emo/depressed about it now, but I'm more so just disappointed. It was nice having someone to express all my romantic energy towards, and now.....I don't anymore.

But perhaps this is God's way of saying I need to focus on other things first, and then when the time is right and I'm completely ready for it, He'll bless me. And that kinda ties into my spiritual walk and some insights I've come to realize. But that will be for next update.

I think I'm gonna go see a movie tonight (By myself, unless someone wants to get some people together). I'm thinking either Aqua Teen Hunger Force, or Pathfinder......Just depends on the mood I'm in.

Alright, I've gone on long enough. Take care everyone.

~Kire~